Boo's Teddybear

Anna turns 7 years old today.Yeah! That means Boo is getting old LOL. But the downside is she is with her dad this weekend and he wont let Boo talked to her maybe for many reasons not to be the Ass we all know he is. A simple request but Boo should know better but her heart is bigger than her head sometimes when it comes to him. Anyway we tried to watch the Whiz with Michael jackson & Diana ross a muscial and Boo loves that kind of stuff but she wanted to turn it off so I said lets watch Mamma Mia instead LOl so I took Derby out for the night and we are watching that now spending time together before bed time because i work early on sunday's. Got the yard done before it rains again tonight and Boo got me a cold slurpee it hit the spot I tell ya it was a hot day outside then I got done with one side and started the other side and the handle on the mower broke & I couldn't find it so we went to the hardware store and got another so I could finish the yard and I told pops about the handle cause it's his mower that I borrow I hate borrowing stuff and something happens but he was cool about it Derby & I & Boo went to the hardware store and we left Derby in the vue and when we walked out I didn't see Derby & I freak out but he just jump up front we just found out people talk to him one day when we went to the store and that scares the shit out of me before he wouldn't go to anyone but now he still shy but they could take him out of the car before we get back to the car that worries me Ive had him since he was 8weeks old so we all are very attached since he has met Boo a little over a year now they are very closed it's great Boo takes him every where she goes and Boo was having her medical stuff Derby wouldn't leave her side I know I might be over reacting but that is our baby boy.Boo went and got dinner @ T-bones it's was awsome... Now we are just chilling out... But Boo can't breathed she caught a cold now so she has more meds to take now.. Lucky her..... LOL

Boo & I are watching the Michael Jackson Memorial service we both are sitting here crying our eyes out. I'm sorry he's dead but that is what happens when you mixed drugs that aren't supposed to be if that is what happened. He will be missed and his poor children I feel so badly for them we just read that his son was with him when he went down in his room how that boy must feel cause he didn't know what was happening to his dad. the service was nicely done very respectful they did a great job by the actors/ entertainers brought back alot of good memories. Michael's music will lived on forever just like the King(Elvis) I just pray that the family does the right thing with his kids not just do it for the money they where left with it should be interesting how that turns out hopefully not like some of the other stars that we know & loved (home alone star & others. Boo & I are going to enjoy a peaceful night w/o Anna we loved her to death but we also Loved Our quiet time to.LOL. We all live in the same house but I feel like we haven't seen & really talked to each other in about 5 days I know this sounds funny but it's the truth.
Okay I'm going to enjoy our time together for tonight Anna comes home for the last time on Wednesday she with her daddy this weekend till Monday that is we will missed her a little bit... Just Kidding.....

Hello... I've got Both of my girlz home tonight & weekend.... Really excited about this holiday it's our 2nd one now us being a family..... Anna came home late today very tired & dirty but in a good mood though.. She got upset that her dad took out of her back pack her her d.s. game cause he didn't tell her he did it I felt so bad for. Then we went out side a played around the world in basketball for a while then it was time to take Derby around the block for the night. Then we came home and Anna said she hasn't had her dinner then we told her it was shower time so I helped her shower remind her to wash her private areas & helped her rinsing her self. Right now my girlz are asleep for a busy day on Saturday she gets to learn how to do sparklers for the holiday and go skating with her new skates while mom plays with Derby at the park for a while.Anna has been coming home with new clothes from Daddy but not everything she needs of course he only trying to buy her instead of giving her the love she needs & wants or any together time that she needs it's makes me very sad but it's the truth and he bad mouths her in front of Anna so now Anna thinks it's normal she says mean stuff to her mommy so I mention to Boo she needs to stop it while she still can caused I asked Boo if she thought she didn't & Anna thinks it's okay. Boo has come along way since she meet me No I'm not saying i deserved the credit I'm just trying to show Boo Love and not just take Anyone's crap yes folks not even from me she needs to stand up for herself to every one.
Okay off to bed now my girlz will be up early Saturday so i'd better rest up.... Lol

Hello... I'm getting soo tired that I cannot find a p/t employment in the state of New.Hampshire and plus it doesn't help that all it does is fucking rain out here in this part of the country. Like living in Seattle... Boo went to get food stamps help and they had the nerve to mainly laugh at her and call her a liar. So another words she has the wrong color skin I guess. It's a mess and Anna came home tonight tired & dirty again cause her stupid father won't laid with her for about 15 minutes so she can fall asleep so him & stupid fuck buddy lets her stay up til midnight or later and guess what summer school starts next week and if stays up that late what good will it do her???? Fucking Nothing! And she tells her mom that her daddy doesn't want to be friends and wants to move back to Hudson.We don't really care about the friends part but you don't tell a young child this she believes anything & everything at her age. Anna told Tracy when they drop her off that her tummy hurt and she stupid bitch told the baby oh well they really care ugh! Now the Anna is saying she hate's her life where the hell did she learn that saying ????? Wonder where...... All they do is buy her new items instead of giving her love & attention that she needs & wants she is so insecured it's sicking for being so young. God I wished we had the money to seek another lawyer for advice & help we are hoping that he (Dad) will give up of custody of Anna and give us full custody. He doesn't pay for anything for her every once in a while some new clothes. Lisa has to bitch at him to get him to give her some medicine when needed.Daddy & dip shit girlfriend talks badly about Lisa in front of Anna I see it in Anna when she is tired it comes out I don't really care what they say about me but the childs own mother un called for in my eyes,very hurtfull. We can't wait for Anna to be old enough to decide where she wants to stay w/o daddy interfering with her what she wants to do.God When will this stop! I just the Anna back that when I first met Lisa in new england. When it ever end??????? Good night Folks....

Hello... We went to the park so Anna could skate and I played basketball while Boo & Derby walk around the school. It got to hot for every one so we came home so Anna could go with her daddy for the weekend and grampie was home so she spent some time with him before hand.Boo & I where cooking dinner and we heard on the local news that Michael Jackson was rushed to the hospital for a possible heart attack. then we heard that he died at age 50 years old what a same 2 american icons are dead on the same day is I'M talking about my teen fav. Farah F died at age 62 she suffer for a long time but now she is in abetter place with Michael in Los Angeles. They lefted behind some great memories for us and there families to remember them by... A trully sadden day on the west coast it makes you stop and think about what is going on in your life and remind you it can be taken away in seconds with out being able to do anything about it. Off to walk Derby for the night then back to work I go on Friday then a doctor visit for my Boobear hoping for good news for the weekend .....

Hello.. I slept late as usual both of my girlz where up early and Anna to a brownie friends house to play for a while. I'm doing more laundry never ending story I swear. Boo went and to pick up Anna and went for slurpee's at 7/11 then came home and played Hyper Jump game it's really helping Boo get her strength & used of her right hand again which is a good thing since she is only doing pt once a week now instead of three time a week as before but we are working with her at home to help speed up the process also. Anna's dad will be here around 6pm to pick her up for the weekend and supposely taking her Anna to Canobie Park to play and ride the rides. I just pray he doesn't disappoint her as usual since she in the way at that house when we have to do something we take her with us then afters we do something fun for her so she can let some energy out for the day.Since it has stop raining finally we will take her to the park before daddy gets her to try her new skates out she got for her birthday should be fun for her she loves to skates & maybe ride her bike a little bit to if the bike fits in my small car that is LOL. Anna is up stairs watching a movie giving us baby & I quiet time so off to enjoy it while it lasts. LOL

Hello... What a day Boo & I slept late today I was a lot later than her as usual.. LOL Then we goof around the house for a while than Boo needed coffee for the day so we went for a drive than took Derby to Anna's school to play around for a while then we drove out where Anna's daddy lives since he wont give us the information. Anna arrived about 3:00 today and we talked and play and had dinner then shower time for Anna then I thought we should play a new game that she got for her birthday ( Hyper Jump) and it was Awsome all of my girlz where playing & having a good time with it now it's quiet time for Anna before bed time. I took Derby out for the night.
My girlz are up stairs asleep now and Derby & I are watching television before my bed time. LOL I think I will watch I'm a Celebrity get me out of here.... Good Night..

Hello... What a day I was getting dress for work and Anna came into the room & got into bed with her mom. LOL Went to work and we got everything done today the truck kick my butt today alot of Heavy Stuff today but I got it done though I will be sore on wednesday though.LOL Came home and Boo had given Anna a shower ready for her daddy to pick her up today she doesn't want to go but we have to make her go though. She is eating lunch now then playing on Boo's laptop playing Play house Disney. Boo has to tell Ass about her eye doctor appointment on Wednesday thats when Anna comes back to the house for the day then she spends this weekend with him & Tracy.
I hated it that she has to go but that is life right now. Cant changed it we are hoping he will give Boo full custody really soon fingers are crossed she would be better off with us than those's guys all they do is yelled at her all the time,don't feed her & bathed her either she comes home in very bad condition most times. Okay i've got stuff to do around the house i have the next two days off work to get things done around the house and personal stuff to get done. Have a Great Day.. Folks..

Hello... It's was a busy day today Boo started pt/ot today and Anna's last day of school on top of everything. Then we got home and we got home and had to ironed on her new patches on Anna's daisy top for tonight she has a big cermony before they moved to the next step Brownies Yeah! Anna got b's on her report card she needs a little more help with certain things but she will catch on may take take her a little longer but she will get it. I made Boo madd at me tonight I didn't want to go tonight with her &Anna. Gold's Gym are being a totally jerk we signed up for a monthly membership but we where lied to I'm stuck til may next year Boo can get out of hers for medical reasons but I hate being lied to about things though. Boo had to called Anna's daddy about tuesday since school is out and he will pick Anna up at the house here @ 1300 and Anna has already starting to say she wants to stay here with her family but we tell her she has to go to daddy's house and everything will be okay there we hope. Daddy acts like she is a waste of time & a inconveince to him and his new girl friend and he doesn't have the gas money to be picking her up either but has the gas to drive to Boston though it makes since huh ? Enough of my ranting & raving and now Boo is telling me that her Boo's dad is giving her a hard time cause can't work. Ugh!
This is the stress Boo doesn't need to have another mini stroke why don't used their head that god has given them I don't understand I swear.. Good Night .....

Hello.. It's another rainy day here in new hampshire again..LOL But baby is a 100% better today no headache so far Yeah! And we have Anna this weekend and a birthday party early for her since she will be with her dad on her real birthday and school will be out in July too. We are excited having her home tonight and the weekend too. Baby cant apply for disabilty her job doesn't offer short & long term and migranies aren't cover either and she was terminated from her job cause of her medical problems and she called the labor board on them too she isn't the only employee that this has happen to either so trying to make them pay for that not that she wants to go back either I personally think it was too stressful for her right now we will see if her headaches stay away.. She goes and has her eyes checked next wednesday so we are hoping her sight comes back full force when we changed her glasses. We are taking one day at a time and trying to keep her spirits up and not kicking herself in the mean time. Thank You for all your prayers & healing powers your sending our way Thank You again..
God Bless You all...

Hello.. I'm home from work and baby has had an headache since last night since her boss called and left her a voice mail about resigning from her job which I think is a good ideal with all the stress there at that place. She is worried about money but I keep telling her she is more important than any amount of money she knows that but she feels likw she is a burden on me with everything that is going on but when you loved someone you do anything & everything for them no matter what so she is very stupid woman and not used to be told this I guess LOL. I made some lunch for us and then sent her to bed with a pain killer to sleep hopefully she will fill better when she wakes up later on I'm really concerned about her cause it isn't just me that needs her we have a 6 year old that needs her and older son that needs her to which he wont admit but that is okay too she knows deep down. So everyone send I'm off to walk our dog Derby while I wait for her to wake up feeling better & back to the hospital again if she isn't better tonight. Please send prayers our way & Thank You.

Hello... Just got done eating dinner & giving Anna a shower for the night then off to take Derby out for the night.
It was a busy day at work and came home and did laundry for the week I'm off work on Wednesday Ive got to do the yard and check the brakes on one of our cars when I'm done with everything spend some time with my baby w/o Anna the next two nights Yeah! Hopefully have a good dinner then bedtime I work thursday during the day. We have to go and get Anna's birthday present and get baby to wrap before Anna comes back home. Baby was really tired today so I told her to sleep then she needs the rest if she wants to get better and back to her OLD self...LOL Next week she goes to the eye doctor and find out what is going own with her vision where she can get back to driving again and be safely doing it yes I was a brat and took her keys away for awhile for her own good.
Off to walk Derby now then we are watching Sweet Home Alabama on tv tonight before bed time.

Hello.. Thank God today is over a busy day at work back on the truck unloading again YEAH! Then baby & I went to OBYGN doctor for the first time in a long time LOL Then came home for a little while then off to get Anna from school we have her the next two nights while baby cooks dinner Anna is in a great mood today she ran & grab me at school and said she missed me that made me cry a little. Came home had dinner then shower time for Anna then we played tickle for a while she started getting Grumpy cause she was tired her daddy & girl friend let her stay up to allhours on a school night which we have her on time frame that we have to get her back into very hard.
She has a birthday party this saturday a big day for she should be very tired afters we hope. LOL I guess Lisa got a phone or two from her bosses which is stressing her out big time which isn't good for her at all at any time for that matter but under theses conditions very badly and could land her back into the hospital which no one wants.
She asked if she could her notice for work and I had mention it which she was in the hospital but never answered me about it all I want is to support her heart & soul and any other way possible I can the girlz are mine life besides our dog Derby.She wants to work part time at the school I don't want her to rushed back to work we have to get her vision back & find out about her stuff that is going on with her right now.. We have lived on my pay check before hand so there is nothing different this time either except her medical stuff that is going on is my only concern. Ooooh Anna's daddy is puting weird stuff into her head to which has confused Anna big time like she wont have a room here in her own house if my buddy comes out here for double weeding with Lisa & I which is far from the truth so I wanted to talked to Anna & reasured her that she will always have a place to lived with her mom & I as long as we are both breathing and tried to make it where she under stood what we where saying I think she did we hope. All we can do is be there for Anna asured her things will be all right.Good Night Folks..

Hello... What a day Baby slept late which is not normal for her and she weaker & tired more today so she took a shower where we could do some running around today for Anna's birthday party next weekend. But she couldn't so she went back to bed til 4:00 pm and got up I took Derby to the park and ran to the store to get some pop I was out totally and I'm tired of being told i have an aceint and now they are saying i'm from Massasshole state. Being told that to much here lately Sick of it & hearing it also. To me they are the ones that can't talk & for that matter drive a damned car it you want to get tech about it Uugggh! What out here in New England people are idiots . Off to start dinner now then I have other stuff i need to get done before I work on Sunday.

Hello... It's finally friday thank god...LOL I only to work 2 1/2 hours today they canceled the truck for work so that means not a lot of work, Anyway I came home brought Breakfast with me I woke baby up which is hard to believed she doesn't sleep late.. We ate than she had to have her coffee and take medicine to Anna's school which was good baby got to talked with her teacher about summer school to catch Anna up before she heads to 2nd grade she has some problems that need to fixed before it gets out of hand. Then we went to an expo today and got some shoes for Lisa and spent the day together in Manchester today and some late lunch then came home.
Had to take Derby our dog to the vet for a lime diseased test and his ears checked everything came out GREAT!
We had a Great day together just the two of us we are home now just chilling out. Anna has a tummy problem and she is trying to go into a shell she is at her father's this weekend and he wont (dad) give her medicine to help her tummy Lisa has tried calling him & talking to him but he hangs up and then Lisa stress out about Anna.
Off to bed now after I take Derby out to do his business for the night...

Hello.. Thank You for All your Prayer & Good Vibes.... Lisa is still at the hospital and just text me she has a Major headache again & legs are very heavy right now they are giving her medicine threw her i v right to help her and maybe she will be able to she tonight... Hoping she can come home Wednesday but we don't want to rush it either though but she wants to come home so it's very hard right now and saturday we where supposed to go to downtown Boston for Gay Pride parade but I'm worried that we are to far away if something happens again and we have to get threw about 500. thousand people and will be hard i think & not worth the risk in my eyes. Well i better go and feed Derby & take him out then off to bed working early on wednesday morning.

Hello... I had to take Lisa back to the hospital last night after I got home from taking Anna to Brownies we think she might had another stroke not sure yet right now couldn't stay with Lisa had to come home to stay with Anna. Lisa is having a mri this am to try to find out what's going on with her body & head and she lost the used of her right again it's coming back this am which is a Awsome signed.But we are tired of this happening least once a month it seems just want to get to the bottom of this problem.Anna slept all night didn't expect her to w/o her mom being home she surprised me woke her up at 07:15 for school got dressed off to school she went Derby & I took her while she was coloring in her book and patting talking to Derby it was tooo cute. Tonight she is with her dad I think she remembers that her mood changed a little when we arrived at school she didn't want to go but she has to though and it breaks my heart to tell her she has to but i have too. Off to shower then the hospital to see my baby hoping to bring her home today.. Please send tour Prayers our way. We need them.

Take Care

Hello.... I'm sitting home with our dog Derby while baby took Anna skating for the afternoon to burn some energy.
We had an Awsome sunday morning we meet Bishop Robinson at church a wonderfull guy.Baby had her picture taken with him I'm sure she will post it or it's already done. LOL Well i've got to go to Sam's Club for something then back to watching the Red Sox's get there butt kick by the Rangers.. LOL

Take Care..

Hello... Monday was a really bad day at work should of stay in bed instead..LOL Pick up Anna at school baby had a meeting she had to go and would be late comin home.Expected Anna to be Grumpy & Dirty comin from her daddy's but she wasn't just tired & hungary instead so we ate dinner (Anna & I) then bath time we played baby told me to give her medicine cause she has caught a cold & running nose and we waited for mommy to come home. Then it was time for Baby & Anna to go to bed so I took Bubba out for his nightly walk then it was my bedtime I was so tired from monday drama at work. Thank God it is over. Now it is quiet time tonight for Adults only.. LOL and four legged kids that can't talk.LOL

Hello... Baby & 1 have had a wonderfull weekend together but I went back to work today... Yes my week starts on Sunday but that is life. We went to a Pet Expo saturday and had fun saw lots of 4 legged kids running around.Baby wants another animal so we are looking to see what we can afford at this time.LOL Well see what happens she will get her way i'm sure.. I got home from this morning and Baby was still sleeping that isn't like her at all but she is on some new medicine so we don't know what to expect yet..But if it helps to prevent another stroke it's worth it in my eyes,she is a little worried about the side effects it cause's but that is all right tooo. I've got to take Derby out for a walk for the night so I hope very every one has an Great week ahead of them.

Good Night..
Nancy